You Know I'm Not Your Worst Critic but You Know You're Trying Too Hard and You Know It

i had no idea that you ever had a chapter what i just briefly remember your train of thought. What made you feel like that wasn't the right time to write it? I was trying to land a gig scoring a game as opposed to staff positionsYeah yeah yeah i had no idea  that you even had a chapter but i mean obviously if it didn't yield any work you were that's one obvious analysis. It ended up sounding kind of like i was trying too hard a lot of ways um at least that's my perspective perception like i'm my own worst critic butUm yeah what would have been best for me in this particular case is not being able to be myself and doing something