Lonely is a little bit misunderstood generally. People are using the term lonely when they mean some well, i think there's a bit of confusion between preferences and emotions. A lot of people who are alone are not lonely. And a lot of people with other people can still be lonely. I do feel that loneliness is an almost crippling emotion. When you have it, it really feels like you are alone in the world. You just need to be acknowledged. That is a terrible feeling. There are benefits to thinking on your own, to exploring the world alone,. To putting yourself in situations that you wouldn't if you're with your pre fabricated conversation partners. This is the spotlight at all