Do You Have Any Fantasies?

i fall asleep in 14 seconds every night. I don't have a minute to think for i fall asleep. Where i do get creative is when i clean obsessively. And that's, i don't think at all. Just things come to me. They can be as filthy as you like. T go ahead on that one. It's strange. Mif y, my fantasies are physical. I imagine playing a sport and having real flow in terms of physicality and strength and grace physically. My interesting the things i think about are, i'm 'll of a sudden i have the ability to be a great diver or a great gymnast,. That's kind of like my fantasies.