Being artistic definitely shielded me from that. It made me different, but it didn't make me worse. So i am logical. You want to be a grammer boy, there's nothing better than logic. Yes. I'm wondering what impact the t m s had on your relationship with your wife. Well, ultimately, my wife was living with significant depression. And because i was largely blind to the emotional cues from others, her included, she was just what she was. She could say like, i i can't get out of bed to day, i'm too depressed. And i doun't say, ok, i'm going to work. But when i saw those feelings after