i grew up playing violin, and i've played with symphonies and orchestras like i i know how moving those slow, sad pieces can be. Sometimes i'll be playing one, you know, and there's nothing going on in in my life. And then all of a sudden, i play this song, and i get done, and i feel like i'm going to burst into tears. Is there something wrong with me? I mean, at this point in the book, i feel like she's kind of not explicitly saying, well, there is. Like, you got to dig deeper and find that stuff, uh, otherwise you're just kind of hiding behind the toxic pos