The Most Terrifying Prognosis Ever

i felt like my whole life i just had to work ten times more than the average person, because nobody else was expecting anything out of me. Then i felt like if i just sit there and accept, if i just sitting there and accepting being comfortable, i will never do anything, and i am going to die. I don't think i would be here if it wasn't for that. streaming and vetubing literally saved my life. It really did.