Is It All Puppy Dogs Rainbows Now?

I think i had given my life to christ somewhere in the middle of that. And so i definitely, i remember, you know, climbing to the top of our little two story building and sitting under the sycamore tree and just like crying and praying and shaking my fist at god. It was feeling like a failure. That my parents had saved up all this money, had sent me across the universe to america, to a really great university,. Here i was letting them down. But i didn't know what to do about it. So i sort of, i think that it made me cling to god, but it also made me, it pushed me to be really honest with him