Was the Judge Coming Down Hard on You?

I waved the right to a jury trial and just the judge was the jury. Failure to obey a lawful order from a commissioned officer isn't even a crime outside of the military. I mean, with the specific sentence the judge gave basically they put me in prison for the rest of my military contract. With a bad conduct discharge, which is what I got, you lose a lot of the benefits. But at that point, honestly, I would have felt like a hypocrite trying to keep benefits at that point.