I'm So Sorry, Ma, Sorry, Is Shear That.

When was growing up, there was this feeling i had, cause i was a pretty chubby little black kit. I think for for a lot of people to color, if like, this would be so much easier if i was white, right? That's what white people are allowed to look like. It's a sad internalization to have, but it is a real lived one, especially for me. So when you come into that perspective of, like, i have to share myself publicly with people and put myself on camera, there is this sort of ingrained thought process. It's like an astrix that's like always there and always going to be exactly. Can't escape it.