I Don't Want to Be Embarrassed by a Shitty Me

I think it's a fear of failure thing. Like, I don't want to be the one who then put a bunch of work into something and then I'm going to be feeding my family and everybody goes like, what's this shit? You don’t want to be embarrassed by a shitty me. At the same time, it's obvious that we have all grown up watching Terminator. There are some people sitting there with where things can go.