I feel like i'm always learning. And, a, i just have horrific self esteem issues. It's pretty bad. But it's because o of everything that i've been through. I started losing the ability to be able to go out a connect with other peoplea,. i had a moment of my life where i couldn't really speak. You don't y have any good answers. Sa, because why dot, why d hap? Can you tell me a little bit about what have you discovered as you, you know, you have time and you think about yourself? Id, i'd love to learn more about what you've discovered about yourself, identity, the nature of humanity