Is There Another Motivation for Obtaining Enlightenment?

There is no future ex except as a thought in your head. So if you seek a future state, it's misleading. And if you seek enlightenment in the future, that very search is the obstacle. I want to speak about like loneliness and anybody. Because since two years, i'm travelling alone, trying to like you, i can do nothing. Ri tat's ago. Try e and e. And then i have difficulty to accept this nothing less o. Then i spend time on devices and pase books. And then the banbody arrive. And then sometimes i see the world like if it doesn't exist. And that as ar people like like robot. It's not there