I Don't Feel Like an Actor

I don't feel what i think an actor should feel like which is in control and and happy, you know, doing it. I've never got interestav, nor really got up later. Just iin up off a d go to gowell. It's living when when you're at that level, when you're a great actor. And it doesn't, you don't have to be that kind of actor. You could be a comic actor. There's any you could be a soap opera actor. It doesn't matter. But it's that feeling that like, i'm me right now when i'm directing. This feels sort of like goofe to even say, but i