How Spring Blossoms Are Missing This Year

I'm going to watch you for next three days in the ashram Brahmayas. I want to see how you are different levels of aliveness, isn't it? Spring time, holy, we want you to sit with maximum aliveness. Flowers are missing this year. You have to make it up because that's the only goddamn thing you have, aliveness. Everything else is your rubbish in your head. Rest is all your rubbish. That you must keep it full on. No? No, I've already built a steel coffin, I'll be there for a long time. I have to have something left. This really happened. The public prosecutor called the judge at 2am