"There is something quite self punishing in my mentality," she says. "I sort of think about myself as someone who makes life hard for themselves in a lot of ways" She became obsessed with studying, which sounds like a really healthy thing, but she did just sit in her room and stare at her books for 18 hours a day. And then I realized, hey, I don't need these middle men boyfriends,. And then I just became a drug addict myself."

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