I Love My Parents, but This Is Your Second My Father

"There was definitely a constant battle for feeling loved. And unconditionally, there was a very conditional, like loving manner where I felt like I had to earn it all the time," he says. "I found security and purpose and likeability, whatever, in people liking me and giving me attention so I started to seek that." He adds: "It became uncontrollable almost, you know, no one would ever know that, but I can hide those secrets"