Is There Something Wrong With Me, but I Can't.

i feel like there's something wrong with me, but i can't. No matter how iam communicated. More than anything in the world, our relationship is really important to me. And iw so frustrated that this is so difficult for me, for us. So when you want something so much to not be able to connect in a way that makes it happen, it, just as it's a very painful feeling, feels like a suffering for me.