I don't really remember specific moments. There was this one time I destroyed the Christmas tree. They had put me on Zoloft and then, uh, which I'm sure it's like a medicine. So I just stopped it cold turkey because I didn't feel very good. And also I would be very angry in school and lash out at people because I also had no friends. Making people laugh was like the only positive sort of like thing that I got out of people at school.