What Was Going Through Your Head at the Time?

I still really wanted us to get to the top of sunrise. In my head that was still the goal. I kind of promised you this sunrise and maybe I wasn't taking in the reality of how bad the cloud was. For me like worst case scenario Sean came to the forefront and I just kind of like didn't think that I would be able to see. So I think I just needed my escape route at that time. And then we decided to try it. We got like 20 steps and my hood kept kind of like blowing in front of my headlamp so I couldn't see anything except very brief like glances of the steps and rocks in front of me. You just kind of