The Desire and the Fear, Aren't Always the Best Use of Your Day

i think that our lives make more sense when we look back on them than they do at the time. We can be a real prisoner to our desires, because ours aren't always even our desires. Part of it is that i just, it takes not very much to make me happy. And the thing that sometimes makes me unhappy is the pursuit of other people's ideas of what ouldbe doing with my life. I could actually just do less and enjoy my life more. There were moments during the first lock down when everything was quiet and like people still felt fulfilled - but maybe we moved out of it too soon for those who held on to it.