The Process of Become a Stronger Musician

i think that the process of becoming a stronger musician, or more personal, it has to do with becoming vulnerable. There is something kind of unexpected about how vulnerable the presentation is and then how powerful yourp in is at the same time. At least musically, it feels much stronger than it does weak. It doesn't feel like a collapse. The music feels like it's much more emboldened. But, i mean, you have to collapse in order to yes, tom is stronger,. I'm very aware of how i function, which drives me crazy sometimes.