Is the Search for Enlightenment Not Yet Another Cover for Our Fear?

i was so ripe for that at that moment. The minute i saw the link, something changed. And after about two three months, we had done what we could do and then became friends. But there was a moment that was ripe just to see those things and get a mirroring for it and let it go. Questioned theat tis questions from the mine trapom section. It's about substitution. How do we recognize patterns of self deception, compulsion or ediction? When we do recognize and try to change these, how can we avoid substituting an old one for a new one? Thank you!