Are You on Meds?

Being on meds is very good for me. But do i prefer this? Not at all. I hate it, absoluteltit. Your mood jo isn't more consistent. You don't feel a sense of relief orse on the meds than you did when you were in a state of mania. Part of why this is so hard, why this can be so difficult for people, its because im the early stages ofMania. A feels like there is a social responsibility to take care of each and every one of us. If if i go off meds to morrow, within three months, i'll have dropped 30 pounds. And that's great, until