Ay tara, i have an easier time looking out at others and going, it's all in the game. If we incorporate and love everything, but can you give us a little hope that it's safe to incorporate and love ourselves? Not ed. And not just, i'm bad at meditating. I think it's, there's something in it going, he doesn't know what he's doing. But when i have it, i go like, you are a dirty boy. A haa, ai, thought i would. It's so funny. You're in my literally, like trying to coax the unconscious out like a cat that's in a bush,. im putting