You Prep for Thea Pageant Girls?

All of these identities are performances. That's not to say they're not real. But also, like, it's literally you putting yourself out there and not preparing. So that actually was the first time that i was like, truly able to let go. I always had that sink or swim mentality because of moving around so much as a military kid. You either again, you either sink or you swam. And in addition to that, am, really tired of just like, having to start over and start over, ad start over.