How to Deal With All Tin Jank's Fears and Excuses

At the age of 12, i started rummaging in my mmam's clothes and started doing cross dressing. I was drawn to it like a moths of fire. In high school, i kept looking for where my nish was. When we had a good social, all the guys in the group congratulated me. So if i can find girls for other guys, or if i can be good at this, i will get recognition. O fassd forward into college, and a college became more important to me about losing my virginity than actually gaving good grades. At that time, i did not show any kind of skill in school by saying  "will start with two