I think ego in general operates like, I'm looking for something to lash out at and this is the first thing that jumps out at me. So it was pure ego for the first 20 or 30 years that trained me to not show the pain of the bad beats or show the pain when the guy needles me really well. Now, I almost don't experience any any pain in those moments. And now, you know, I think it reactive as a result of breaking the habit of showing the pain. It was a step along the way. The problem isn't that you don't understand the relevant poker theory. The problem is that you're not accessing at the table or that you're doing