The Joy of Labor

Biblically we understand like the most joyful thing that can happen is new life. And so there's this, there's a joy that, that overwhelms the labor. So how does this kind of prayer, I guess what makes it labor? Well, you know, I think about Jacob who wrestles with an angel all night and he says, I will not let you go until you bless me. He's wrestling really with the Lord. It's like, if God is who he says he is, and nothing around me looks like what I've been taught to believe about God, I have to find God in this somehow. And I'm going to labor with him.