I Don't Have Control Over My Life

God was always active in that little boy heart even with that pride I remember sitting on my swing set alone in the backyard we live in an old farm acreage surrounded by cornfields and I'd sit up there in the late summer evenings singing songs to God. A year after my parents divorce my dad got remarried two years after my mom got remarries and three step siblings moved into our home so it home was just shaken up. It's been 10 surgeries in seven years I can't for some reason stay out of the hospital it's an unhappy experienceI wish I didn't have to go through this but I have a hope that's deeper than do I know what's happening next