What Are You Looking Out In?

A, an before age 12. I grew up in a very rural area, farming folk and and just common people around me. Nothing very different. My mother was into the yoga scene, and she was studying yoga and reading yoga books. And so i spent a lot of time by myself, taking walks and in the woods. There was a lot of nature where i lived. But it also is, its a seemingly bigger question than it seems, especially if you look at the etymology of the word weird,. which is why i deliberately use the term.