Swam Gambhiranandaji was the general secretary of the order. He confirmed that he has actually seen God, which would be hot news in monastic circles. Swami Shivamayalandaji could be quite obstinate and blocked the Swami's path. Whenever I close my eyes, the living form of my Ishta Devata blazes forth effortlessly,. The living form of the deity, which I meditate upon, what I was just talking about is not even an effort. Anytime I closeMy eyes, the presence, the live form of the chosen deity is vivid and so living form. It's not imagined, not just visualized. That blazes