I Don't Want to Do Things That I Want to Do, Right?

I think that i'm the first example you gave about the woman in college who was like, i don't do things i don't want to do. I experience it as desire, not just emotionl but like, you know, am saying that. And y don't always like, it's one of those, you can't be it until you see it, sure, ye. Then you're like, oh, i want to be a person who does that. Ya, exactly. That was very much it for me, like, i just had not considered that possibility.