I'm Not Doing This Anymore.

i was so exhausted by the time it was a er that i recall saying to roland, if i feel as bad as i do now to morrow, i am leaving. I personally don't think i could. This is why i do what i do partly because i like these kind of fringe stories and like the outside or perspective. But heta, on the other hand, thereis, there is a dehumanizing aspect to it. It's just not really comfortable, especially when i'm doing deep inner work.