I Don't Know How to Write a Novel

It is perfectly legitimate to say, i don't know how to do this. I have to learn, and i want to learn if i even want to do it right. You've got to pay attention to what you do know, which is, i'm interested. And that has to be enough to see, how far can i go with this? Cause the doubt is just saying, what if i don't? But there's no way to answer that. Until you get there. Then you'll know if you care,. If you had told me, i didn't publish my first book, really, and i writing novels books when i was 25, and i didn't really publish till