I don't think ive ever sat back and reflected on how i feel about that. So what i'm kind of hearing is that like, so let me put it this way, which feels more important in the moment? Doesn't sound to me like balance. It sounds like a pendulum, yes? I've never been great in making decisions, full stops like that. That's one thing i know about myself, very nero,. s there neveris a short time for you, cause you're 19. Yeoh, i knowbutbut as as yet, i've not beengreat in making decisions.