The Spirale of Depression

People who struggle with depression are both completely unaware of free will and yet damaged by free will all the time. They feel like it is actually their responsibility to try to get other people and circumstances outside their controlt aline so that they can create what they desire and want. This refusal to accept the futility of a given situation causes an internal war to begin. Emotionally, it feels like self digestion. When one person betrays another person, isn't that person usually really, really angry? It's at this point that i have to explain that this is a reason why there's such a high rate of depression in childhood. Because childhood is actually prison.