What I've Lived Through Since I Was a Child, Is It a Blessing or a Curse?

Li: Myasus are similar to a far away or safe convet that is obviously behaving in a way that's not a physical craft. It's always been very far away, a small orb moving in an obvious fashion,. never right in front of me, never in a room with you. Never a face in a window like, dude, that is mine blowin yet. And that's the thing, man, is us like it's a blessing and a curse that we've lived with. When i tell them this, you already know they dn't believe it. But, ye, ded, what r you gan to do? How did you feel when i, like,