How Did Being Less Disciplined Impact Your Leadership?

The absence of the right disciplines or the presence of the wrong ones robbed me of everything like spiritual strength, spiritual confidence and personal confidence. I started to recognize some things that needed to change and I tried to change a lot of them and couldn't but then one day I just thought okay I'm going to change one thing. It wasn't just exterior change it was interior change where I started to say well I actually am becoming a more disciplined spiritual leader and my confidence grew.