Is It an Emergency Card With a Fucking Stiff Irish Guy or Was It Still an Absolute Shout When It Happened

I wasn't aware of his mortality or was it still an absolute shock when he died. He'd had a small stroke and so that was the first time but even then I didn't kind of get it because everything like in your mind you oh someone sick they get better. The next day mum was friends with someone who was a counselor and he just said to me "just remember however you feel is how you feel" It's been such a good piece of advice that I've used to this day. When my dad passed away there were no things to do after the funeral except go out for one hour every night which gave us something to aim for each day. We're all living in two