Are You an Artist Trapped in the Body of a CEO?

I didn't want to be an actor what I wanted to be was a children's book illustrator and author. Stanford wouldn't let me do an independent major so in the terms of being an artist trapped in the CEO's body that's entirely true. In high school I had an idea based on my rudimentary understanding of Magnesium for a perpetual motion machine and I like spent a month building it and it didn't work turns out which sucks but um yeah that is like it's almost like I want to go back to doing that to try and just trying wild things hopefully they were hopefully they're not you know uh outlined but by the laws of physics but by the law of physics but can't