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The Motivations Feed One Another Symbiotically
The idea that my life could be viewed as a story helped me often dissociate more effectively, but also develop some healthier habits of sort of looking at what was happening as an outsider. And then as the relationship continued to go more and more towards a place where, a, i was basically totally under his mind and control, and i didn't trust my own judgment over his. The idea of it, m this would all be for some greater purpose one day, or for a book, became like just some sort of light at the end of the tunnel.