The Feeling of Heroin

I think with drugs, the feeling is so overwhelming that it's like kind of totalizing. It's almost like you can't. I find it hard to say anything about heroin a few times and it was so great. The experience of heroin might have been the opposite of pathetic because I remember I didn't feel anything. And that's what I really liked. But the thing is the inside and outside of that is a very different story as well.