"I've been trying to assimilate all of these things and to make it all fit within this picture," he says. "The Bible is the literal infallible word of God and Westboro is the only church on earth that we know of that knows and understands and preaches that truth" It was about a year and a half before I had this moment, but there are many contradictions in our doctrine itself and behavioral issues in the church where people are saying, okay, we believe this and we preach this but we don't act this."