"I could sense that there was going to bean comfortable for me confrontation," she says. "i don't have to force myself to m down right away, because i can sit in distress for a minute and it's ok, right? I don't gaho to rush through this, and then then we can be on the other side of it already." She adds: "As richard ror taught us, holiness is wholeness. It's including all of it, including my anger over the microphones"