Doing a Full Press Up

On the first of june, i was able to do a, er, i think, with good form, half a press up. It was just a half lowering down. When i tried to press up, nothing happened. Not a thing other than i felt the incapability of my arm muscles. And it's very, very weird when you channel into something that you are just so physically incapable of and a trying so hard to do it. But we're kind of, we're nearly there. Even that doesn't really necessarily feel like it. This is close as i've come to something that looks like a full press up. That full press up really does feel such a long way