My fear feels like it's become some sort of obsessive compulsive disorder. And yet, despite this, my fashion others persevere. I know this road isn't easy or short, but I hope for change. There was one particularly vivid incident that Mahfash told me about. She was here in shots being fired. She saw people falling in the streets below. It was terrifying. People were shot and falling down. We watched it all from the balcony. And we were yelling, begging the police to stop firing. My friend Sara managed to film some of the scenes on her phone. She just spoke the tip of it out of the door. The women were in Chidors and