How to Deal With Financial Trauma

It took you five years to order takeout which is really funny because I had a takeout thing for many many years and it wasn't traumatic. My parents would go on a lavish vacation to Hawaii where I would hear them fighting with the front desk about the bill. But then we'd get home and I couldn't go to the dentist or I wasn't allowed to go to the doctor because it was too expensive  and we were dodging bills. Even though I was privileged, even stuff like I went to a really nice private school my dad made such a sacrifice except every single day I was told how much credit card debt it was putting him inI just felt like a burden so I