How Much Are You Driven by Just Being a Show Off?

How much are you driven by just l being a show off and wanting to make people laugh? And how much is there this kind of altruistic mathematics the world must know, which is driving you? It's probably 50 50. Maybe it's 60 % fun, forty percent useful. Where i love performing, love doing the shows, but i do make a rod for my own back by insisting that i put actual mass content in the shows.