I think that if this is your authentic experience, then that's your authentic experience like it happened to you. I never had an issue with pity as much at least until I started streaming the streaming there. When I first started streaming, obviously I was very sheltered. And I learned a lot of shit from just viewers interacting with me. A lot of it has been negative learning and not positive learning. You know, like I've learned to not, you know, feel bad for myself and shit,. which is kind of a Paul-like thing.