'I Couldn't Keep It Hire'

Lindsey was one of a growing number of women who have found out their relationships are a lie. She has spoken to more than 50 people who have come into contact with police spies. Lindsey says she had no compass for this, you know. I wasn't able to process this information because this was not in my life experience,. But i remember feeling very early on this, this anxiety in the pit of my stomach, you know and it was constant.